The number one lesson of growing up that is lost on most 18 year olds is that being an adult means you follow more rules, not fewer. As a kid, you had fewer venues for action, but you had much more freedom within specific parameters. You could literally shit your pants and your parents would just clean you up, change your clothes and send you on your merry way.
The old Q and forum sections appeal to people because it’s a way of sharing their opinion on a variety of topics within the community. Almost everyone has their “favorite topic” to chime in on. Korea. Some colleges justify speaking costs by saying it comes from private money. That’s the case at Rutgers. But some use public money supported by taxpayers.
I honestly don’t see a scenario in which you continue to support Trump, are not confused, and also have no hate in your heart. The party is a font of hatred. I’m not sure which god you reference, but it can hardly be the god of Jesus Christ given that the GOP has at least since Reagan consistently opposed all measures of Christian conscience in favor of paying lip service to faith while greedily grasping at worldly goods with both hands to the detriment of the vulnerable and poor..
Pechorin flirts with the character Princess Mary while conducting an affair with his ex lover Vera, not to mention the novel opens with another love interest of Pechorin’s: Bela. And even more villainous, Pechorin ends up murdering his friend Grushnitsky in a way that looked as though his friend had committed suicide. Pechorin moves through society as though people are props, he seduces women even if he has no desire to marry or create a lasting relationship with, and if an object comes into his field that is altogether dissatisfying he kills it.
I found it helpful to find a new hobby that you can enjoy sober. When first being sober became boring I tried to do things I enjoyed while high (which was practically everything considering I was high whenever I wasn asleep) and those activities just became persistent reminders of how painfully sober I was. I started with working out a lot, which is also supposed to expedite some of the withdrawal process..
Do you like Phil Collins? I been a big Genesis fan ever since the release of their 1980 album, Duke. Before that, I really didn understand any of their work. Too artsy, too intellectual. I in the same boat and here my advice to you. Go to work and finish out your enlistment honorably. Try not to slack too much to make it obvious to your coworkers and leadership because they might try to fuck you over on some petty shit.